I have been thinking

I have been thinking. It‘s not that I don’t want to write, it’s just a bit boring to not put more honesty into my priorities for writing.

Boasting isn’t what you are planning to do, either?

Since my promotion has significantly increased the amount of focus I chose to divulge in, and my other agitations in life are just going WELL, I have to get super duper uncomfortable with the sheer inescapability of me reaping the benefits of taking myself accountable for such a long time in my life that it’s scaring me how nice it can be, to feel a deep sense of gratitude to the new-found connection I have felt over and over in the past.

You do nag a lot. Take it one breath at a time.

It’s the one thing that has proven to be useful, it wouldn’t harm, in any way, to either point out one or the other emotion you are grateful for, even though it confuses the badazzle out of me, or yield to the ample truth that everything is alright and the world is probably not going to end today.

Probably not.

It’s all good.

And if it’s not, okay then it’s not.

Whatever.

Energy goes where your tiny little brain decides to spend it on, so do yourself a favor and enjoy a beatific start into the most beautiful spring I have witnessed in a while.

The winter was great, the spring is even better, who knows, the world might be healing with us!

You don’t know what Leyla told me?

I swear she hasn’t said a thing.

I’m confused. She got promoted and accused me of not taking accountability in my own trials, when all my performance indicators are telling me all is well.

You do know they are biased towards local maxima?

Fuck no, that‘s just rumors. Don‘t get me started with the prosperity focus Leyla confided in me.