some and not so much

you dream, day in and out until you start asking yourself what the fuck you are doing.

hello, hello, sings the tiny bird on my balcony. another day that you waste on what you are not!, it laughs at my agony,

may i forget and see what is being pushed into me, my face right into yours. i switch it on but it falls black again. dive through a cloud and have thunder strike me to feel my head instead.

we fight with fists and red our knuckles as we bleed out on the floor. through another one and see it brake like glass.   

Sunday, 9pm, and my Monday Scaries bide their time, almost make me miss them again, but life is going so well, why be worried then?  

The Darkest Place I Have Ever Been (2025). 931 Reloaded (2016). Fantastic Mr. Fox (2009). Suicide Season (2008). Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind (2004). Slaughterhouse-Five, or, The Children's Crusade: A Duty-Dance with Death (1969). The Castle (1926) In a Thousand Years (1852)