this is me when im drunk

does life have meaning

is it my eyes that open in the morning

or my lids that close them shut at night

being allowed to live in itself a privilege

the blind, the deaf, the mute

do they experience more or less?

should we see, hear, talk?

would you like to see cruel things

listen to awful noises

and talk on top of it all?

If I had never seen it, would I have experienced it?

I heard you say

It made me feel

I see you play

It makes me feel

Kind of angry

Very agitated

Definitely upset

Still curious

About the vibration

Nerves touching

Nerves ending?

Im not sad

Im bored

You bore me

Everyone bores me

Im dying off boredom

Please god help me

Im bored

Life is boring

Boring boring boring

What else

Yes you do go on my nerves